Hello my darling I'm so sorry that I haven't been on this site for a long time. That doesn't mean that you have't been in my thoughts. I still love you with all my heart and I miss you so very much. It is nearly valentines day again and i will take a rose and a card to golders green for you. Do you remember how you used to say that if anything happened to you I would be able to manage without you You were so wrong! My life is awful without you. I told you I would love you forever and into infinity and that is how it is. I may be with you quite soon as my heart is not in good shape. I am not afraid of dying and we will be together again. I love you truly and deeply. please send me a sign that you are looking down on me. love from your ever loving wife Jackie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx