Another Christmas without you my darling. I am doing Christmas at home this year and I am making every effort to make it a happy one for everyone. I miss you so much it hurts really bad but I have the family around me to help. I love you with all my heart, meeting you was the very best thing that ever happened to me. I will be thinking of you and the great times we had at Christmas and I will bring you some flowers when i visit Golders Green xxxxx